Thursday, December 16, 2010

My Christmas Wish

The only christmas gift I desire is the one from Papa God.

I really like this name for the Lord because I sometimes feel its much more intimate and personal. He knows me in this way. 

I desire the renewal, the replenishing, and the healing of the heart and soul. I wish to find an identity in him. 
I ask for peace in my heart, and hope for new things to come, hope that my heart will be repaired, and that I will be joyful again. 
I pray that my relationship with Papa God grows this Christmas as I focus on the people and things that really matter, such as:
Papa God
My Mom, Dad, and Brother
My Grandmother
My Aunt Jenny
My darling Cousins (SANTA'S COMING!!)
My Uncle Rich and Aunt Joyce
My Cousin Michael and James
Sandy and her Family
The Manifolds
My Rachie-Poo and Ray-Ray
Dr. and Mrs. Lobitz
Mr. Geimer
My dog Riley and Kitties Abby, BJ, and George.

This is what I will put my focus on. I will surround myself with people who will help me and aid in my healing.
And perhaps through that, I can offer something else in return. Hopefully.

I pray that God brings Peace to my heart. I am so weary, and my feelings are all over the place. One moment happy...a few seconds later...sad...

I don't need any more items. Just Papa God's love and grace in my life and the love of my family and friends. 

That's my Christmas wish. I hope Papa God will bring you peace this Christmas. After all, we're supposed to be celebrating the birth of the Prince of Peace...

Also, I'm re-learning the "story" of the birth of Jesus. I know the jist of it, but now that I am older, I want to delve deeper. But I feel like I am learning it for the first time in a way, only from a different perspective.

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